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JULY 2007 ARTICLE - MALAYALAM
VOL:6 ISSUE:07

MY INNER SILENCE
Fs BcnI \ni_vZX

By REV. FR. VARGHESE MATHEW KOZHENCHERRY

{]nbaphtc, \nġp ]combn kw`hnncnp Antim[\bn Hcp A]qImcyw \nġp hpIqSn Fp shp AXnibnp t]mIcpXp. {InkvXphnsd Iġp ]phcmIptmdpw ktmjnpsImhn. As\ \n Ahsd tXPnsd {]XyXbn Dknm\nm CShcpw. (1 ]s{Xmkv 4:1213)

hfscb[nIw {itbamb Hcp ssZhhN\ ]mTamWv hnip\mb ]t{Xmkvolm \s HmsSppXv. \psS PohnXn kw`hnpXv GXp Xcnep kwKXnIfmbmepw Akm[mcW Imcyambn hnNmcnv ApXsScpXv Fp AsmkvXe \s {]t_m[nnpp. ]nstbm Fn\pthnbmWv B Xcntep \s \bnpXv Fp tNmZnm Imhns cmas hchn Ahs {]XyXbn tXPn \sbpw shfnsSpphm thnbmWv. C{Xbpw BapJambn ]dbphm\p ImcWw amcIamb Hcp tcmKneqsS ISpt]mb HcmfmWv Rm. CXv AXnibfpsS Hcp ImeLamWv. Cs temIw Dpt\mpXpXs {]ISamb AXnibfnepw ASbmffnepamWv.

\psS CltemI hmkn\pdambn Hcp ]ctZi hmkapspw AXp kzobamsWpw \psS ]nXmm \s ]Tnnncnpp. kmnIfpsS Hcp henb kaqlw \app apmbn B ]mXIsf hcpImnsmv Znim^eIfmbn \psS apnepv. AXpsImp Cu temIn F\npw \nġpw kw`hnp kvt^mS\ Akm[mcWsap hntijnncpsXp ]t{Xmkv olm \s HmsSppp. Ccw Akm[mcWamb Imcysf DbnnSnpsImv hymtaml sXmSpp hnSphm XncphN\w A\pimknpn. AXpsImpXs Cu {]kvXpX hmIyġp hfsc {]knbpv. hynkmysfm \psS apn hcp Imn ]e kmnIfpv. Ah \psS Znim^eIfmbn \psS PohnXbm{Xbn Dbp \npp. k`bpsS Znim^eI \ PohnXn amXrIbmt kltZmcpw ipnammcpw ipnaXnIfpamWv. Ah PohnXn bmX\Ifpw IXIfpw {]bmkfpw klnp. _\w, ]nWn, tcmKw, ]oV ZqjWw Chsbmw klnp. Fm Ah PohnXn `btmSphm {iann. kvXpXn sNmms AsmkvXenI ssZhk`bpsS Anhmcw DdnncnpXv Cu ]cnipmcpsSbpw ckmnIfpsSbpw kl\nepw PohnXnepamWv.

F\npw \nġpw PohnXn Akm[mcWambXp kw`hnptm \mw temIn\p Znim^eIambn Xocphm\nShcptm \psS PohnXw {InkvXphn k^eamIpp. AXpsImv {]XnknI t\cntSnhcptm ssZhns kpJtp \app ZrnIsf Dbmw. Ahtep t\mnbh {]IminXcmbn AhcpsS apJw enpt]mbXpan.

ssZhns kpJtp t\mphm \mw Ibdn hcptm aqp ]SnI \app Nhnnbtdnbncnpp. GXp Xcnepap DXfntepw ItcdWsan \app Nne ]SnI Nhnnbtdnbncnpp. AXn Hmas ]SnbmWv ssZhoIkman]yw. ssZhw \app Zqc\ ]ntbm Ah kao]\mWv. ssZhns kman]yw \mw XncndnbWw. cmas ]Snbmbn \mw ssZhs AdnbWw: kmeqIyw. Ahs\ \mw cpNndnbWw, A\p`hndnbWw. ssZhspdnv \mw hyn]cambn Adnbptm Ahs tXPpw alXzhpw \app shfnhmbn hcpp. aqmaXmbn \mw Nhnnbtd ]SnbmWv kmbqPyw. CXphgn \mw tXPntep tNsSpp. Ip\ocneqsS, A\pXm]neqsS, {]m\bneqsS, tXPntep hnfnpthXncnhcmWv hnizmknIfmb \mw Htcmcpcpw. Xmfebfp ]SnI Nhnnbdphm\ \s hnfnncnpXv. ssZhns CSs]SepI \psS PohnXnepmIptm BljtmsS Cu ]SnIsf Nhnn ssZhns tXPp kpJtp t\mphm\pw Ibdnhcphm\pw XncphN\w apta \s Blzm\w sNpp.

\psS hgnIfn \mw hoWpt]mbmepw XmfSnbmbntmImsX ssI]nSnpbph\mWv \psS ssZhw. PohnXn IXIfn IqSnbpw {]XnknIfn IqSnbpw ISpt]mIptm PohIchpw arXnIchpamb cp hgnI \app apn sXfnphcpp. \ncmicmbn Xfpt]mbn arXnIcamb hgnIsf ]pImsX ss[cytmsS PohIcamb hgnbntep hnPbbm{X \bnhcmWv hnizmkhocmcmb \psS ]nXmm. CXmWv XncphN\w \appXcp henb {]Xymi.

ko\mc ]dbpp: "\o Ahs\ ssZhsm Aev]wam{Xw Xmgvn, tXPpw _lpam\hpw Ahs\ AWnbnncnpp. \nsd ssIIfpsS {]hrnIġp \o Ahs\ A[n]Xnbmn, kIesbpw \o Ahsd Imosgbmnbncnpp.' (ko\ 8:56) As\sbn ssZhns kmZriyn krns Hmtcm a\pjy\pw temIn ki\mb, Acq]nbmb, ssZhns cq]hmlnIfmWv.

ssZhoIkucyns {]XoIhpw ssZhsm Awam{Xw Xmgvh\pamb a\pjy {]bmk hcptm, {]XnknI hcptm, tcmKfpmIptm ssZhns kpJtp t\mn in BnpXn\p ]Icw \ncmibpsS Hmffns]v Xfpt]mIpp.

]t{Xmkv olm \s ]TnnpXv, Imhns kl\n ]mfnIfmIphm BbnmWv \s Hmtcmcpscbpw IXIfpsS CSbn \s hnfnncnpXv FmWv. Imhv Xs \tmSp ]dncnpp: Hcph Fs A\pKanm Cnm Ah kIehpw XyPnv Fs {Iqip hlnv Fs A\pKans. {InkvXphns {Iqiv kl\amWv, XymKamWv, IXbmWv, thZ\bmWv, kaWamWv. Ipsdbt\mc\mb iotams\tmse IXbnqSn {InkvXphns {Iqip hlnpXp Akpe`amb Hcp `mKyamWv. ssZhw \appthn hImcysf sNph\mWv. AXn\p teihpw kwibw th. ]cnipmmhns intbmsS Ah \s kmnIfmbn \npw.

PohnXbm{Xbn Hcp kabv Asn asmcp kabv, Hcp Xcn Asn asmcp Xcn IXIfpw {]XnknIfpw A`napJoIcnmhcmbn Bcpan. kmnI_myXI, asfpdnp at\mthZ\I, A`nam\X, IpSpw_n{Zw, amcIamb tcmI, {]IrXntm` Cs\ \op\op t]mIpp {]XnknIfpsS ]nI. Ccw {]XnknIfn hnizmknIfmb {InkvXym\nI Fs\ hnWsapw {]XnIcnWsapw bmtm_v olm \s {]t_m[nnpp.

Rm hyn]cambn {]Xnknbnembtm, Hcp A]qImcyw Fs hynPohnXn hp `hntm Fs Icw Xp ]nSnpbnbXpw Cu XncphN\`mKw XsbmWv. ssZhns hN\w PVambn \psS asybpv. N\mtcnbn ]TnpsImncnptmgmWv Rm amcItcmKn\p ASnabmbXv. AXn\ptijw cp hj Fs ]T\w XSksp. Hpw Bibnm Hcp Ahbnemb tijw am{XamWv tcmKw Imk Fp \nbnsXv. acpns {]Xntcm[inp AXoXamb Hcp aqnX Ahbntep Fs tcmKw ]Incpp. Fs NnInn tUmIvS ]dXv; ]shw Ibnbmepw Hcp ew cq] hne hcp acpp Ibnbmepw ^ew Hp Xs. s]sp Fs a\nIqSn ISpt]mbXv, ]shw homnb Imhn\p ]shs acpmphm\pw Ignbpw F kXyamWv.

"\n hnhn[ ]coIfn AIsSptm \nfpsS hnizmknsd ]cntim[\ ncXDfhmpp Fp Adnp AXp Atijw ktmjw Fp Fphn. (bmtm_v 1:23)

IX A\p`hnptm ktmjaphcmbn amdWw. PohnXn {]mtbmKnIamphm hfsc {]bmkap ImcyamWnXv. \app ktmjapmIWsan ktmjns Nne A\p`hw \nepmbncnWw. ktmjap Hcp apJs \app Zinphm km[nWw. ktmjw A\p`hnphp am{Xsa aphp ktmjw ]Icm km[nbpp. {]XnknIfpsS \Sphn \nptm ktmjhpw Bizmkhpw ]IcpI FXp {InkvXob IqmbvabpsS apJap{ZbmWv.

Htc \mhn\npw hcp hmpIġp ktmjw ]IpsImSpm\pw ZpJhpw \nbpw ]IpsImSpphm\pap Ignhpv. Htc hmbn \npw a[pchpw Ibv]pw ]pdphcpp. IXbnepw {]bmknepw IqSn ISpt]mIphtcmSv Fs\ s]cpamdWsapw kwkmcnWsapw {InkvXob[w hyambn A\pimknpp. \mhn\p ISnmWntSXns BhiyIX bmtm_v olm hniZambn \s {]t_m[nnpp. IcbphtcmSpIqSn IcbpXmWv B A\p`hw.

hnjanepw {]bmknepancnphp ktmjIcamb Hcp Acow krnphm \psS hmpIġpw lrZbhnNmcġpw km[nWw. AXp ssZhoIamWv, {InkvXobamWv. \psS \nb{Wanm \mhpI Ahsc apdnthnmsX \ni_vZamtbm kzm\ hmpIfn IqSntbm Ahsc Bizmknnphm \mw {inWw. ZmhnZp cmPmhv Ghpw A[nIw kSsXp aphcpsS \mhpIsfpdnmbncpp. AhcpsS \mhpIsf tOZnpIfbWsa Fp cmPmhp {]mnXXpsImmWv.

kzbw ktmjw Isphm\pw aphp ktmjw ]Icphm\pamWv XncphN\w \s {]t_m[nnpXv. ss\anjnIamb BmZhpw {]IS\fpa ssZhoI ktmjns am\Zw. Imhn ktmjnp hyn Imhns apJw Zinpw Ahs i_vZw tIpamWv ktmjntXv. temI{]Imcap Pbt`cnb {InkvXob ktmjns \nZm\ LSI. Imhns i_vZw tIpsImv PohnXn ktmjw Ism \app km[npsan \ni_vZambncnm \mw ioenWw. ssZhw ]dbpp: anmXncpp Rm ssZhsap AdnpsImhn.

tUmIvS acpp Xtijw FtmSp ]dp. tIcfn cp t]cn am{Xta Cu acpp ^ennpp. Cu acpns A\c^esamsWp sshZyimkv{Xn\v AmXamWv. Fs ]nSnpIpepnb Hcp hmNIamWv tUmIvS ]noSp ]dXv: Am, \Jw apX apSnhsc ssZhw {]hnWw. Cu acppw NnInbpw shdpw Hcp ]coWw am{XamWv. HpIn CXp ^enpw, Asn CXp IqSpX hjfmpw. AXpsImv \n_vZambncpp \app honmw. shdnp hp Aw BizknpsImphm ssZhw \s ]Tnnpp. Ah AXv Hcp amXrIbmbn \app ImWnpXp. AXmWv Fs BcnI \ni_vZX. [My Inner Silence] \psS Bob ]nXmm IXbpw s\Sphopapmbtm Fpw HmSn Bchw apgnbnn. XShdbnepw Ccpdbnepw InSpsImv XfpsS hyn]camb PohnXn ssZhns kpJtp t\mn Ahs i_vZw tIv Bizmkw ssIsmv {InkvXphn ktmjnhcmWv \psS ]nXmm.

cmaXmbn, bmtm_p olm \s {]t_m[nnpXv: IXbnembncnptm hnipntbmsS kanX PohnXaphcmbncnn. Aipnbnm AhbmWv hnipn. hynPohnXn ASw ssIhnpt]mIptm AXp IpnItfbpw IpSpw_tbpw _m[npp. A\cambn AXp kaqls kzm[o\npp. thZ]pkvXIn Antim[\bn hnipn Imp kqnhcpsS Da amXrIbmWv Zm\otb, i{Zv, taiv, At_Zvs\tKm Fo _mem. _m_ntemWnepw cmPsImmcnepw hnipn \sSphm [mcmfw Ahkcfpmbncpp. Fm GXp {]XnIqe kmlNcynepw Fp kfnepw Xsf aen\sSppIbnsp Cu bphm {]XnsbSpncpp.

{itbmsS \mw temIs honm lrZbw XIpt]mIp ImgvNI \app ImWmw. icmbpw kpapJcpambn Pohnh apSnsbmw s]mgnv XSnsbmw DSv \nklmbcmbn cm]Ise hyXymkanmsX hmhnpIcbp thZ\bpsS ImgvNI. cpNntbmsS `Ww Ignh, {]uUntbmsS hkv{Xw [cnh Hcp t\cs Blmcw Nhndm IgnbmsX \nehnfnp ImgvNI. hmbnpSn shw Cdphm IgnbmsX Ipgens klmbtmsS Cnp ISnhnSp ImgvNI. AWapdnbmsX hntZi knKdpI BkzZnh izmkw henphnSphm km[nmsX Ipgp ImgvN. Cs\ F{Xsb{X lrZbw XIcp ImgvNI. amcItcmK ]nSns]v AXymk\ \nebnbnembncnphp Bizmkhpw IuknenwKpw sImSpp ZuXyntesncnp F\np Ccw ImgvNI kp]cnNnXamWv.

hnipntbmsS ssZhns kpJtp ISphcptm AhnsS \app kuJyhpw Bizmkapv. AXpsImmWv bmtm_p olm ]dbpXv: \nfn Ia\p`hnph {]mns; kpJw A\p`hnph ]mp ]mSs. \nfn Zo\ambn InSph k`bnse aqmsc hcps. Ah Imhnsd \man Ahs\ F ]qin Ahp thn {]mns. ssZhns Bebnepw kn[nbnepw kuJyw Dv.

63mw ko\n ZmhoZp cmPmhv ]dbpp: IXbneqsS Rm ISpt]mIptm AXnImetbpw, cmhnsebpw, Dpw, sshInpw, Fs InSbnepw, cm{Xn bmafnepw Fsd PohImew Hsbpw Rm \ns [ym\nbpw Fs ssIIsf \ntep aepIbpw sNpp. cm{Xnbpw ]Iepw \ns apn Fs kSsf t_m[nnp Rm Icbpw. Atm Fsd {]mWp abpw taZpwsImp Ft]mse Xr]vXnhcpp. Hcp kmlNcynepw `bstS Fp XncphN\w \nccambn \s HmsSpp.

Bcpw ImWmsX cm{Xnbmafn Rm Icbptm ssZhw FtmsSmw Icbp i_vZw F\n\p`hsnpv. PnhnXn {]Xnknbpw {]bmkfpapmIptm \sXns\ tXSphm HmSn\Sptm kl\ns Xncnn ampcsmse amaphcmbn \mw XocpIbpp. B amw lrZbntXmWv. Imhdn aebn B {Iqin AnXmb kl\ns _enns tImWn _nsSphm\mWv Hmtcm hnizmknbpw hnfnsncnpXv. Imhmb tbip{InkvXphns cmas hchn Ahs tXPnsd {]XyXbn Dknm\nm CltemI I \app hgnsbmcppw.

ssZhns henbIr]bmepw \nfpsS {]m\bmepw kuJyaph\mbn Rm \nfpsS apn \npp. Fs {]Xnknbn F\np ]Tnphm km[n a{w Hp am{Xambncpp. "Imth FtmSp IcpW tXmtWsa', Ipdntbembntm. AXmWv A\pXm]ns B henb a{w.

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